Im gay, and Indian, but only half....will i eva meet an indian guy in my community who will like me back?

i'm gay, half Indian, half white...im more attracted to Indian guys though, and it prolly would work betta anyway with anotha Indian due to our culture...but where i live, it seems dat none of da indian guys are gay...i only know of a couple...but they way too older fo me...by like 10 years!! i came out to one of my indian friends, and i completely regret it...im always wanderin if any of my indian friendz is gay...but i can neva tell, considerin we all got feminine qualities. im terrified to come out to anymore of my indian friends, im even more terrifyed to ask who's gay...and i doubt imma eva be w a guy who i wanna be with...cuz indians dont like gays well...we handle bein gay prolly worse than american culture. am i doomed to bein single, or is there still any hope?